some days, i think that the key to happiness is keeping too busy to experience depression. the only thing you need to fear are weekends...

Hmm. Also, of late, I'm afraid of falling asleep and waking up as an iteration of Dorothy Parker. There's probably a name for this condition.

If I should labor through daylight and dark,
Consecrate, valorous, serious, true,
Then on the world I may blazon my mark;
And what if I don't, and what if I do?
-Dorothy Parker, Philosophy